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Madotsuki's Freedom

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~~**DON'T READ IF YOU CARE ABOUT THE ENDING OF A DEPRESING LITTLE GAME CALLED YUME NIKKI BECAUSE SPOILERS**~~

I sometimes forget what freedom was like.  Was it nice back then, when it didn't feel like everyone and everything was out to get me?  I can't quite recall....

Why did I turn out this way, a hikikomori terrified of even looking at the front door of my apartment?  It's not like there's anything scary outside, in fact it's much more terrifying to be alone in here with only my dreams; those GODDAMN DREAMS!  Driving me to an ever deeper level of insanity then I'm already at.

A killer, a witch, a demon, an ice oni, a bicycler, a blonde; all things I've been in the crazy, messed-up world that is my brain.  Why do I explore my dreams when I know that all they are going to do is frighten me and lead to questions about my sanity?  Becasuse It's better than playing NASU on the Famicon for the rest of my life.

Madotsuki - daydreamer- what a silly name I have.  They always teased me about my name, I never fit in.  Such a stupid name, such a stupid reason.

I wonder if I should just jump from this balcony.  Would that give me a tase of freedom with the added bonus of never having to deal with the outside world again?

I start from one side of my balcony and start to run, I run so fast that I don't have time to question what exactly I'm doing.  I fly up the stairs and off the side and I'm falling; finally free.
Because my brain wanted to. God this game is depressing as hell.

Creative name is creative.

I promised myself not to write fanfiction on deviantart but, here I am anyway. Gah!

I don't own Yume Nikki, that "honor" (read horror) goes to Kikyama of the RPG maker game app.

Does this need mature content on it?
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